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2005, September 28th:

…And so it was another ordinary day. had to wake up early, get ready for school, load up my memory cells with fresh information. i took the earliest bus to school. arrived at around 8:10 in the morning. went straight to the library, printed out some music sheets, and i met with one of the monkeys. it wasn’t a dull time cuz i had someone to talk to.

before i left the monkey for class, i have made the biggest mistake of my life. i gave her one of my cd’s. i never foresaw the dark consequences after that little mistake. and so i walked merrily to east hall. when class was over, i headed for the cafeteria, and met with two monkeys this time. the other monkey had class at 12:30. so then they bought some food and ate. then lil old stupid me suggested that we go with him to the east hall because i was looking for a free lab time for pianos. and so we did. and then the monkey who had a class at 12:30 suggested that we, the three of us, hop on to his ride. and so we did…

…and so begins the horrific nightmare that occurred in broad daylight…

when we were all inside the car, the other monkey suggested that we play My CD into the car’s cd player. and so before i fully buckled up, i froze… i begged for thee not to torture me by forcing me to listen to my ownself… but they never listened.. in fact they enjoyed my pain and misery as they watch me suffer.. * sadistic monkeys!!* with the car’s suuped up speaker system, and the volume all cranked up, my voice can be heard 20 feet away from the car…

i screamed like a lil helpless girl, chased by a maniac with a chainsaw as i was listening to my own voice.. and they did nothing but laugh.. oh god! woe is me!! why will nobody help me?? the monkey drove as slow as he can… prolonging my anguish! when he finally found a parking spot, he stopped the engine, but he didnt stop the stereo, thus prolonging my pain and suffering much longer…

knowing that i could no longer fight the force, i jus laid on my back, grabbing my knees, and had that gaze far away from reality.. and with their mercy, they finally stopped my horrific nightmares at broad daylight.

when we finally stepped out of the car, we started walking our way to the east hall. then i had my final remark… "That was the worst ride of my life"

"Para Ella"

The most beautiful smile i have ever seen

comes from this beautiful, most elegant; she

a smile that lasts like evergreen

for she owns that nonpareil beauty

Instantly steals my attention when she comes my way

mesmerized by her charm, she is so perfect

Fumbling like a buffoon, pacified when she sways

She has made an impression on me i’d come to respect

She’s full of surprises everytime we meet

bursting with energy, her presence is fulfilling

it always starts with a simple greet

a simple "hi and hello", this chemistry that you and i are sharing

Her voice eternally whispers in my heart

i cannot deny it, i cannot deter

Together you and i, we cannot break apart

This art, my love, is truly just for her

bleach them well

and then pity them